Saturday, April 17, 2010



Hello!

I am so glad that express yourself Day is here. I finally have a pic with my trumpet with my other trumpeters. We spent like 1h 30min trying to polish our trumpets so that it will look shiny during the concert day itself. HAHA.

Tuesday, April 06, 2010


Some are just that not to be respected. They are suppose to set good examples and portray their true self. They should not have 2-sided faces, act nice to someone, smile and put on a mask to let outsiders think they are really that kind-hearted. However, beneath the mask lies a face of lies and hatred and when a real problem comes, they will act in front of outsiders to make matters seem calm while the victims behind the screen get hurt and forgotten. They are always thinking that they are always the middlemen between the 2 generations, listening to the outsiders and totally ordering the poor ones to suffer in a relentless fate of torture. They appear to be nice to those with higher authority and once the problem comes from the outsiders, they will just sit back and do nothing. When the problem becomes bigger, they will try to negotiate the problem with the victims but with unrealistic results and they eventually will lose the battle at the end. The main problem is not really the outsiders, it is the 2 sided middlemen.
Just like politics, some things are just that vague and forgotten, lots of acting have to take place to settle both parties.

Some may think that small things does not matter to us but it does. Just a little comment can knock to whole world down but it depends on the individual and the situation itself. It can change the whole world out of it. When we ask the middlemen to give a reason, they just stand there helplessly and find excuses to cover up when something goes wrong. They dont dare to ask the outsiders what's the problem but instead they just put on a mask in front of them. "let matters, let it be" thats what they say. but I really pity them as they have to worry about how to keep all parties cool at both sides. I hope I dont take the role of the middlemen in future. However, in life everyone carries a mask, it just depends when you want to put on or down at the right or wrong time.

TATA.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

A new start for a new term

Last term have been quite slack for me.OAC and NO MORE TV. Resist against the forces of evil. It is time to buck up.
I just had a shorter haircut. I think the lady cut it too short for me, I look like a mushroom head now. A new hairdo for a new term. Hope it grows fast.

Anyways, it had been quite a month since I last blogged. Term 2 is starting and I gonna study like crazy cause it is mid-year! Kind of dreading and looking forward to it. I am going to start a new study technique right now. Hope it works because I just learnt it from a professor on TV. Oral is coming this week and I just realized it! Hope that the chionging still works.

Band is getting more frightening for me. I justgot promoted to 1st trumpet and it was super scary. SOLOOOOO AMerican Graffiti. There were may high notes that I could not play like 'b'. Recently from my tuition, I met a guy who also play trumpet from maris. He said that he could play up to high 'd' and he is in 1st trumpet. I really wonder if guys have bigger lungs and stronger diaphragms than girls. However, I hope that it will boost me to greater heights!

TD project. Magnetizing of crickets, coloured environment of crickets. Recently during the start of holidays, pf suddenly want us to start the experiment, i was at home sleeping when zx called me. We were shocked as kim was not there and she expect us to transfer the all crickets for both experiments. what I thought was that was crazy as zx will definitely not do it and i had no choice. So we started out.

I hope this post is not too long. Start of the new term! end of march holidays! this maybe the last time blogging this term.

Friday, February 05, 2010




Cricket that zx decorated!
Still miss G4 outing days..
Gifts for seniors
Things really changes

I just realised that it is time to start working now. Hope that it isnt too late. Things really changes fast and real fast. 1 month has just passed in a flash and I promised myself that this is the end of it. It is time to start thinking about that now. Taking initiative and having self-motivation are the 2 most important drive to achieve our own goals. No time to waste as others are catching and running higher than you higher up. No time for repeated mistakes or errors. Frequent self-reminders cannot just keep you going and too much drive can cause your mind to go stressed and crazy. No other distractions can affect your decision. Mistakes can either pull you down or up. It is only just the matter of how you take things seriously. I better start working on that now. All the best.

New year is coming... However, it will not be that exciting. Sorry for this emo post.

Friday, January 29, 2010

It has been a long long time.

It is already the 4th week of school!!!!!! I got to know many of my classmates through class interactions like PE, class discussions. 3C-Caramba-A theme of spanish and gypsy traditional stuffs. We are decorating our classroom now! Someone thought of buying cactus and placing it under the teacher's table! LOL Pricked them out.

The lecture style was both quite cool and not so cool at the same time
1. We sat on the comfy and luxurious red seats at the auditorium while listening to lectures
2.It was bad because some was hard to understand and we could not ask questions

Common tests are coming right up! I just completed a english TA about compo today. Fortunately, the topics kind of leaked out from other classes. Jogging periods have extended to about 1.2km 2 times per week! More 'haemoglobin' and 'white blood cells' in our shoes. Excercising 3 times per week +PE how fit can we get? Luckily, or weirdly that i am not in the wellness club. If not I have to see MC for a really long time as many last year avoided him. which included me and ZX.BTW she is not in that club.

My classmates were way too enthusiastic! They raised their hands and answered questions.WOW how studious were they! 'TD ma' 'smart' that's what others say. In fact, actually we are not that extraordinary-getting to TD is mainly from my sec 1 results. Maths to sci TD. Speaking about the TD project, we decided to stop it for a moment as we kind of failed the experiment again. how much money have wasted on buying and letting off these crickets? + the common tests and stuffs, how do we find the time?

Being a bio rap was such a headache. The whole day, I was shouting and collecting wks from my classmates, checking if the teacher was coming, go sci lab and others. It was the only PF. (only Zx , kim and Des) would know this. Luckily the she is not as bad as she sounds.We just have some internal grudges against her.

I got more friends and many envied my name-ZZZZZEEAA...

During band, we had this angel and mortal system. Unfortunately, I still havent received any letter from my angel yet. Siyu too. One of our juniors said that her mortal comes from our section and she is not going to write at all. I think it is either one of us. Band is more stricter now as we have drills, longer practices and more. until 6+. We also had to prepare for our concert and the conductors wanted to test each and every one of us in order to prepare for the concert.

BTW the concert is in April. We are going to play many songs-PERSIS confirm in! My friend said that I was mad having the persis song as my alarm clock! However, I think it is the most effective one I ever had, it will really jolt you out of your sleep. Simply a nightmare!!

Now in trumpet section, there is a common saying of this word-'dry' it refers to cold jokes that nobody laughs but everyone laughs when you say this word. Hanis likes cracking 'dry' jokes. 'so dry..'

Goals for sec 3 (school-based)
1. Get good results
2. Manage band well
3. dont get sad easily and worst- cry!
4. Get to know more people by crapping
5. Participate more actively in class like (being a bio rap)
6. Have fun in OAC
7. Dont get addicted to taiwan or korean shows (the recent one (haipaitianxin))
8. Manage time effectively
9. Not to be forgetful and do extra work
10. Get fit and healthy through the jogging and pe sessions! Gain muscles to increase my weight.

Thats all!
All the best for the week ahead!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

New Year

The New year has come at last
With new school, class and friends apart
A new beginning is what they say

Teachers stunt students at the first day of school
saying that we are accelerated and so and so
Perhaps Good results are hard to come by
Never ending tension is the only drive

New school compound, new classrooms
new table and new chairs
Everything neat and still
and appearing classy and cool
Fearing of failing high-expectations
grips in the hearts of every cedarian

However, thats all we may say
but sec 3 life is an exciting year
with more homework, common tests, Big exams
with OAC and NAFA coming right up

Preparation for 0 levels, chinese
teachers wants everyone to get an A1
Wow, what an obstacle to us
Amazing, That's the start.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Hello! I shall have a short post.

Things have been very busy for me for the past few days.Check this out.

Monday- Did CIP at chengsan library
Tuesday-ate pepper lunch at Hougang mall and went swimming with my sis downstairs
Wednesday-Went to chloe's house to prepare sec 4 farewell in the morning then rush to Joanna house to make cookies and christmas cards. We also played Captain Ball!
Thursday-Went to chloe's house in the morning then rush to Deseree house for party and at night went to Aunty Wong's house for dinner. (Ate turkey and Durian and chocolate log cake! so traditional=))
Friday- Went for Christmas Church service until 12 noon then went Orchard 313 Marshe and shopped till 9pm ( super crowded)
Saturday-Went for my cousin wedding tea ceremony in the afternoon and wedding dinner at night until 11pm.
Sunday-FREE!!!

What an eventful week!
This year 2009 is ending! FYI, I got another cousin wedding to attend next week.
In total I got 3 more wedding ceremonies to attend next year-cousin, church friend, cousin

I am so worried about next year subjects especially sciences.All the best to me! This science holiday homework was quite 'CHIM' to me. Let's welcome 2010!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Hello! I just have a new skin!! =)

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I feel like changing my blogskin but I have so many nice ones to choose from!

I just came back from malaysia this week! The church camp was fun and I learnt a lot from it. I am always looking forward to it as not only do I have more spiritual time in church but will also get to know more about a friend! Alright, she was also my schoolmate from cedar. We stayed at the same bungalow with some other girls, Jane, Jerelyn, Audrey. The shockest thing was that we talked and played cards until about 12 plus every night! During the last night, we had an overnight prayer and I was terribly sleepy. Everyone had to pray and gave testimony in front of all the youths! I was worried and nervous about it though but I guessed everyone was quite sleepy and didnt here what exactly I said. After everything ended about around 12.30am, those living in bungalows had to take a long walk back. We saw so many stars in the sky. NICE!

During the whole camp, my sis and I also played table-tennis, badminton. I even went horse-riding (got people leading one) one round across the field because it was meant to clear tickets. The tail was scary and it swept across me.I felt so dirty. The YF activities were also enriching and my sis was one of the games organisers. There were, scavenger hunt, 3-legged race,Tower of Babel, hymns and lyrics games, acting a part of the bible for us to know more about God. It was fun and my team won 3rd price, with the most points won for the acting part. Although most of my team members were in the chinese congregation, it was quite an accomplishment. I did not know a lot about them and little did we realise about winning as we did not know a lot about the hymns and bible in English. We thought maybe we were getting the consolation prize or nothing. HAHAs.

I liked the part when we stayed up late at night to chat and another was to share my testimony. Through that, I have formed a closer relationship with God and my friends! I am so glad that I went for this camp.

School is opening. Want a countdown? Oh, no count downs for me. I am kind of looking forward to school, with new compound, new classmates and perhaps a new me. However, in contrast, this sec 3 year will be a tough one for me, more scoldings, more homework, more challenges. I really hope that things will be fine next year. Left 1 HW.

BTW, I just got a new haircut, like short. It is also not really short btw but my sis at first said that I looked like kim. However, it is not like any of my 3 good friends have never seen it before. Sec 1 remember? My fringe is up which is different from kim's. This is maybe a new hair style for next year, not sure whether to keep long again. My mum say short suits me better as it wont make me look so skinny and untidy. Perhaps so.

Thats all! Oh, I tried to book CIP slots but it was too full.I was so busy during the holidays that I did not have time to check the slots. oh! I am really looking forward to Christmas! merry christmas! I love presents!


=)

Friday, December 11, 2009

I am so irritated by the natural alarm clock in my house

Every morning,

Parents will start talking to us about some matters
Lights will be on which irritates me even further. (glaring)
Sis will start playing the piano. She just stopped and continued again!

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Hello

I am leaving Singapore in 3 hrs time.